“Right before everything fell apart, Baker Roshi came to ZCLA. And Maezumi Roshi and Genpo and Tetsugen and all the guys happened to be gone, and it was just us girls running the Zen Center. And I remember sitting down with him, with a couple of other women, and we had this very down to earth conversation in which he said the most interesting thing. Talking about the empire he had built and that we had built, he said something like, ‘You know, everything is impermanent, and it may all come crashing down one day.’ Well, in retrospect, he had left the San Francisco Zen Center and everything was coming crashing down. We didn’t know that, but he said it with such poignancy and emotional depth that I realized, ‘Something’s wrong here. He’s not happy.’”
Cypress Trees in the Garden: 16, 25-27, 31, 32, 33, 35, 59, 149, 242, 276, 277, 279, 410
The Story of Zen: 266-69, 271, 277, 301, 306-07, 309, 312-20, 345, 346, 351-53
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