Before he began his formal Zen training, Philip
Kapleau and a friend paid a visit to Soen Nakagawa at Ryutakuji in Japan. The
friend was a professor of history then working in Japan, and he had read about
the koan Mu. He wanted Nakagawa’s advice about the best way to approach the
koan. “How can I expedite my understanding of Mu?” he asked.
Nakagawa was engaged in preparing tea for his visitors
and, without looking up from what he was doing, he asked, “What was it that
Jesus said on the cross?”
“Jesus? I’m not sure what you mean.”
“What did he say to God?”
“Do you mean, ‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken
me?’” Kapleau suggested.
Nakagawa served the tea and said no more. Kapleau’s
friend became irritated and remarked, “We have made considerable effort to come
here to see you because we are very serious about learning something about Zen
and had hoped that you could give us some direction.”
“What was it that Jesus said on the cross?” Nakagawa
asked again.
“‘My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?’” the
friend repeated impatiently.
“No,” Nakagawa said. “That was not it.”
“Well, then, what do you think he said?”
Nakagawa stretched his arms wide and screamed as if in
agony, “My God! My God! Why have you forsaken me!”
The Third Step East: 145-163; 51, 55, 56, 114, 115-16, 117, 118,
119, 181, 204-05, 207
The Story of Zen: 6, 21, 232-33, 240-44, 257, 282-84,
296-97, 306, 311-12, 350, 369